So over all of this.
I went from being super excited, on this app all the time reading and thinking about and planning my wedding. Now I’m just blah. Our wedding is May 2nd and we live in IL which has been one of the more aggressive states with restaurant and bar closings. My rsvp’s were due April 1st, but we can’t ask that of people now because everything is so up in the air. I can’t order the final touches (place cards, table numbers etc) because who knows if we’re even having a wedding. We decided we will not be rescheduling and if our venue is closed we will get married at our house with my mom officiating (she got ordained online a few days ago) but we can’t plan details for that yet cause again, it’s all up in the air.
I don’t know what to do with myself at this point. I’m also a yoga teacher so work is closed and I’m not getting paid so I’m just home all day stressing. Thank God we were able to get my bridal shower in Saturday before the world shut down but I haven’t even been excited to post pictures cause again just over it. I spent a year planning this dream wedding and now it’s probably not going to happen but the worst part is the not knowing. I don’t want to sit here for a month not knowing what to plan for. Sorry for the long rant, I’m just so sad and upset and just unsure what to do and how to feel. BUT my mom and moh absolutely killed it and my shower was amazing 💗💗💗