I'm sure everyone gets like this at some point in planning, but I just feel like we're crazy and can't afford all of this. FH found out he is not getting a grant we were expected. We didn't count on that specifically in our budget, but were hoping it'd help with the honeymoon/other expenses. Now I'm starting to worry about money overall and how we'll pay for everything. We have birthdays and Christmas before the wedding, which will help, but I just want to know money things now. Also, we've booked most of our major things, so while we're looking at how we can cut down our budget, it's not like we have any major areas we can adjust. Plus, I feel so ungrateful for the money his parents are providing and horrible for sharing with my mom. I know she wishes she could give more, but can't right now. I'm sure a lot of it is me overreacting, but he's out of town and I just needed to vent. Thanks for listening. Now I have a date with some ice cream and my dachshund.