Hey there, so I've been with my fiance for 5 years. We've been friends for more than 13 years. He is a long haul truck driver, gone 3-4 weeks at a time, home 4-5 days, repeat. In 2013 I started going over the road with him until conceiving our daughter in February 2015. At that point I stayed home while he was gone. I had a high risk pregnancy and our daughter was born at 31weeks. We got a lot closer when our daughter was born, all the terror and emotion. Luckily she's about to celebrate her 3rd birthday 😍
Our wedding is in April so he's working constantly and I'm feeling like we're getting complacent. He's always tired when he's home and I'm frustrated with life. I feel like I'm being short, maybe even b**chy with him. I know we'll get through it, Lord knows we've been through worse. But I'm struggling, feeling alone even though I'm never by myself.